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February 6, 2013 Chris McDonnell, UK
Praying the Psalter
so my soul
The Psalms are rich and fertile ground wherever we find ourselves of our journey. They speak of joy and suffering, success and failure, life and death.
We
have a radio programme in the
Putting aside the luxury and the Bard, I have often thought that the whole Bible might be a bit bulky – I would gladly settle for the Psalter, for the words of the Psalms have been read and prayed through the centuries and are still at the core of the Liturgy of the Hours.
The
quotation from Psalm 41 that heads this piece, is, to me, evocative of faith.
Each of us yearns for running streams to satisfy our thirst. Later in the Psalm
is expressed the pain of longing,
“My tears have become my bread, by night, by day as I
hear it said all the day long: “Where is your God?”
The
taunts of others who challenge faith were about then and are still with us now
in the society we live in.
Returning to islands, I wrote this piece a few years back, when, during my own morning prayer I heard the Angelus bell of the nearby Abbey. I’ll leave it there this week.
I
and silently watch the surging sea
break on the sand edge, smooth stones
and shale, rolled and salt washed.
High
on the hill, gathered stones
give shelter from the Western wind
building across a broad, open sky, the
full spread glow of late Autumn sunset.
Open grassland, treeless and torn by rage
Empty distance beyond the fence,
where sea-wail and sky-howl
touch the moon-cold night.
This awesome place of utter loneliness
where words lead back in loops
unless abandonment is complete,
this distant, desolate, island home.
II
Dissolving darkness at the sky’s edge
a thread of orange, a breeze from the ocean
when after storm, the distant tide begins to turn.
Walk the shore as the chill stillness of Dawn
cradles the washed-out, sinking Moon.
A personal place of solitude for here, only gulls
wheel and screech, hunting for food,
a place of isolation, where your voice,
calling across the sand, receives no reply.
A place of peace. Walk slowly
the stirring sea edge, expecting nothing
and no-one calls your name.
somewhere
(beyond this
names
the hour of early morning prayer.
Here
only the sea swell moves ever closer,
antiphons
easing-in the shortened hours of day.
III
Between
sunrise and evening we walk,
each
listening to the Word, returning
to
the point of our departure, between
the
running water and the rising land.
We
live the experience, each speaking
the
Word, returning to our hermitage.
The
many silent stones we gathered listen,
high
on the hillside of our
awaiting our return.