From Where I Sit Judith Lynch (Melbourne) Judith's previous articles Judith's website
May 12, 2012
MOTHERS …AND MORELast weekend my
youngest daughter hosted a Tupperware party. Eight women aged about twenty
through to fiftyish, and me, sitting around
a colourful display of kitchen plastic. After choosing a couple of “I
can’t live without…” items, I sat back to enjoy the coffee, nibbles and
company.
Every one of those
women planning major Tupperware overhauls of their messy kitchen cupboards was
what my mother would have called a working mum, employed outside the home,
either full time or part time. There
was an aliveness about them that I both appreciated and envied. These chattering
women with their glowing skin, long hair and casual
jeans, looked years younger than my grandmother did
at the same age and not for the first time
I was struck by the
difference a couple of generations
has made.
But like the long
line of women they come from, these young women work really hard at mothering.
The way they do it may differ in many ways from the way they were mothered, but
the basics are the same. They want their children to be healthy, happy, safe. I
used to shudder at the thought of day-long child care, now I’m not so sure.
Mothers nurture, but so do professional carers and fill in grandmothers, as well
as aunts who never married or who have no family of their own
Now I have a floaty
kind of mind and as I was writing this I somehow drifted into another aspect of
mothering – the expression, Holy Mother Church. Well, the Church is nothing
much like my idea of a mother. My own mother died suddenly as a result of a fall
many years ago. I still miss her. I regret that I didn’t know her better, that
I was so wrapped up in my own life that I never got round to asking the
questions that could have helped me
link my life with my familial line of mothers.
She was a good mum, but a bit distant, and even if she never actually
said it, I knew that I was loved for myself.
Back to Holy Mother
Church. I try to bring softness and understanding and openness to my own
mothering. I admit to occasional frustrations with my children and I’m not
blind to their shortcomings, (possible because they picked them up from me!),
but there’s a bond there that overrides it all. It’s called love.
This doesn’t sound
like Church as I have experienced it. I see a
Church that presents itself more
like a novel set in Victorian times, the kind with an over-strict and distant
father figure, focusing on the sons while ignoring the needs and rights of the
daughters, a “just you wait till your father gets home” type of parent,
ready to uphold rules and punish
infringements. There’s not much mothering there.
If the title Holy
Mother Church is to have any validity in my twenty first century life then I
expect it to treat all the “children” as equals. I would want to know that
if my lifestyle doesn’t conform to their norm or the basic relationship in my
life breaks down irrevocably, that I would be supported and nurtured with loving
compassion and care – just like a mother does.
I don’t see that
happening. For a while, in the years following Vatican 2, I thought it was a
possibility. But it was never going to be that easy. Nearly fifty years on I
still have hope that one day our Church leadership will issue many less
prohibitions and open up to the loving, motherly wisdom of the small army of
Sophia women quietly working away in hidden places.
To all who mothering
women, whoever you mother and wherever it happens, may you never forget that you
are God’s loving face for those you mother.
Happy
Mother’s Day!