From Where I Sit Judith Lynch (Melbourne) Judith's previous articles Judith's website
The
sign on blue-tacked on to the glass stated baldly: ‘Back in 10 minutes’.
Wonderfully vague and totally unsatisfactory to the little girl in pink tulle
and fairy wings, gazing longingly at the dazzling array of blingy things inside.
When you’re only three 10 minutes might as well be a lifetime.
Maybe
that’s how Jesus’ followers felt while they waited for him to return –
every minute a lifetime. The women and men who gravitated to the upper room were
excited, pumped up, immobilised,
confused, not sure what was coming next – if anything. The weeks since
Jesus’ death had been full of the unbelievable and rumours were rampant.
They
gathered together, waiting for what would happen next. Would Jesus return or
what? All they knew was that they had to ‘wait’. They weren’t exactly a
cohesive collection of women and men. The connection they shared was their
belief that Jesus was the awaited Messiah. They weren’t like spectators
cheering their team at a football match, briefly sharing a common space and
enthusiasm. There were deeper and wider issues at stake.
It’s
something we yearn for at times, that connection with others who share beliefs,
convictions or even a lifestyle that is dear to us. Loosely described as
community the reality can disappoint. Maybe that’s because we expect too much
of it. We invest so much of ourselves in the misguided notion that a shared
interest or even passion will override all the other differences that salt and
pepper lives.
As
a Catholic I am frequently assured that I am part of the parish community, as if
saying ‘community’ often enough is enough to make it real. But is it? Do we
find community at the regular Sunday Mass? Or are we just a disparate group of
people, linked through Baptism and a Creed that moves in and out of relevance in
our daily lives? That first bunch of believers needed to moved from their
personal Jesus stories to something that they later described as ‘being one
heart and one soul’.
Once
upon a time we might have looked for, and maybe found community, in the Catholic
school, youth groups and parish fetes. Now we want something more. Well, I do,
anyway. I want to go to Mass and be greeted by name, to have a voice, to have my
faith and its expression not just educated but nurtured. I want to use the gifts
of the Spirit that are expressed in what I do and how I live and I want to have
the chance to marvel at those gifts in others whom I see, week after week, but
never get to know. Maybe our Eucharist gatherings are too big. Now there’s a
rebel thought!
Experiences
of true community can be hard to come by. It can start, as I did by joining a
Eventually
the shop door opened for the little girl in the pink tutu. After prayerful
waiting the followers of Jesus experienced what it meant to be enveloped in
love. Maybe we still wait to experience that unity of heart and purpose we call
community, or maybe we are just slow to recognise its presence. Whatever way it
happens it’s worth the wait.